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[Jan. 28th, 2005|01:24 am] |
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| | one tree hill soundtrack (tyler hilton hollaaa) | ] | wow i didnt realize how out of touch i've been. i have no idea what's going on in anyone's life. i truly suck but i will be home friday so i will see you all soon. just wanted to send my love. |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|01:29 am] |
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OC marathons are the best time. esp while ML is chillin! i miss my friends. eventually there will be a hang out where i get to see everybody at once and no unnecessary people get in the way. i miss everybody very much and its just sad to see that the winter break is close to ending. so much left to say. hopefully one day everyone will get along. i love you all ! |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2004|12:46 pm] |
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| | okay | ] | all i really wanna say is salera is the freakin shot champ.. im passing my crown onto her! she displayed quite a showing for a girl who normally cant do one without wanting to throw up.. she would take shot after shot which was always followed by her famous line "i swear i dont feel it." we started drinking at a way tooo early hour (krame passed out while ultimate dance parties were going in his room, theresa and kaiser said they were going to sleepy but in my heart im hoping that was just a line they used to leave the dorm alone haha and me and sel got obliverated by 10pm)
this weekend was just fuckin awesome!! when theresa's bus pulled up at the stop, i couldnt control my excitement. i knew i missed her but it almost brought me to tears when i saw her. im soo happy she came and didnt bitch out like everyone else. to add to my happiness--- brian bagden!!! thats all i need to say. that kid omg has to be one of my fave ppl in the world and i did get to see rosenello another cool cat.
it sucks tho now that its sunday bc i have to write a damn 5 page paper.. gotta get to work (sigh)
murphy lee thanks for coming.. ill see you and the rest of the kiddies in 2 weeks hollaaaa |
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[Sep. 30th, 2004|07:41 pm] |
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| | granian- foresight | ] | well it's thursday.. another thursday. these days and weeks go by soo damn fast that i dont even feel like ive had a chance to live ne of them. 35 days is how long ive been here. AWAY. BY MYSELF. for 35 days! holy shit! i still feel like im on a mini vacation and that ill be home for good ne day now but the truth is that im here for another 7 months, a reality that still hasnt hit me yet. to think that ive been away from the people i love more than life for over a month scares the hell out of me because ive realized that i can actually do this thing called life on my own. i dont need someone there walking with me every step of the way. coming into college my biggest fear was that i was never going to be able to make a single decision on my own or that i would be missing home so badly that i wouldnt be able to enjoy a single thing here yet none of this is true.. i do miss home every single day and there are countless nights that ive spent lying awake replaying every moment ive ever experienced in my head but what ive realized is that absence really does make the heart grow fonder. college is the best thing that could have happened to me.. ive really learned to apppreciate things-- friends, family, times spent together, just everything!! who knows how much time we have but all i know is that from this moment on i refuse to take nething for granted. each moment is a gift. and right now is the happiest i think ive ever been up at school.. one of my favorite ppl in the entire world is coming to visit 2mor. tmurph, it seems like an eternity that ive been away from you.. i feel like i could cry right now just thinking wat its gonna be like seeing you again!! ahhh im soo excited!
things with the roomie have been better.. ive been trying a new technique with her and it seems to be working because i havent been filling up with rage every single time i see her.. we have even had a few laugh attacks together
"The people you've touched The way you've touched them I hope they've touched you too 'Cause in this life it's hard to tell. What is false and what is true" |
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[Sep. 28th, 2004|03:13 pm] |
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i dont want this to turn this into a bash party but there are a million and one reasons why i find my roommate to be the most annoying person on the face of the earth!! (hope she doesnt find this)
-last night, monday night, she asks me if it would be cool for Paul to sleepover. me?.. i am so not a fan of this but being the "nice" person that i am i didnt wanna say no
- the sleep that i needed to get during Paul's lil stay at 211 Hibbs was needed for an 8am class which i had a test in
- Paul and Jolie come in around 1:00 while i pretend to be sleeping so i dont have to deal with them. they decide they are going to be chatters for quite the night and having to hear the roommate's annoying high pitched squeal for an hour made me want to jump up and throw something in her face
-the talking is replaced around 230am with making out.... ahhhh i am in the room!!!!!!!! why would she be doing that?? so disrespectful!!!!
-finally get to sleep at some odd hour of the morning.. alarm goes off in what felt like 20 min and i go to my 8 am class... as soon as i get back around 9 i lay in my bed to catch up on the sleep that i didnt get the night before. 15 min later i hear the smacking of lips and ruffling of the sheets coming from the other bed.......morning breath makeout!! ughhhhh i almost vomitted in my bed!!! soooo scummyyyyyy
*** PS. this paul character drank my last bottle of water (that was opened may i add).. i dont get how my roommate could be so rude to give her sex-guest something that wasnt hers!! payback wiill be a bitch when i have my dorm guest this weekened!!
hah on a lighter note TV is going to make me that happiest lady in America.. gilmore, one tree hill, real world, laguna beach premier ah. tuesdays are my official saving grace. if i didnt have these shows to look 4ward to, the week would seem so much longer.
i also wanted to say in case i dont say it enough.. i love and miss all of you more than you will ever know!!! |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2004|12:23 pm] |
well i am officially a 13-credit college student. i dropped my pesky 1st year history seminar just moments ago. i must admit that i do feel like an almighty quitter though. i prolly could have done well in the class if i really tried but i just couldnt force myself to put work into a class that i really did loathe. life is short as is (esp college life) so i gotta live everyday to the fullest and not waste my time.
i dont get these penn staters.. call me spoiled or something but i just cant get down to the way they lay out. after having the "beautiful" jersey shore 3 blocks from my house for a summer, i cant lower my standards and tan laying on the grass. its such a nice, warm day out and i want nothing more than to get my colored ethnicity back to its proper status but how do you go from soft sand to pointy blades of grass? i cant, im sorry! so this is my latest reason for missing the shore.if i was living in philly right now this would never become an issue bc ppl wouldnt be lying all over their front yards but here everywhere you turn.... people with towels, blankets and snacks on the grass with no shirts on just soaking up the sun..WEIRD so bc this form of laying out is such an atrocity to me i have started my countdown til the true definition of laying out can be fulfilled 255 DAYS people!
chick fil-a for lunch YUMMY |
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[Sep. 19th, 2004|03:37 pm] |
Summer time and the wind is blowing, Outside in lower Chelsea. And I don't know what I'm doing in this city, The sun is always in my eyes, it crashes through the windows, And I'm sleeping on the couch, When I came to visit you, That's when I knew, I could never have you, I knew that before you did, Still I'm feeling stupid, And there's this burning, Like there's always been, I've never been so alone, And I've never been so alive.
im stuck in the middle of quite the large emotional spectum.. i want to embrace and experience all these new things yet i fear that as i allow myself to move on, im gonna forget everything ive known and loved. i dont want anything to change but as each day passes im slowly realizing how different everything is becoming. so here i sit in the dorm all alone right now listening to the 3eb song that theresa would so often sing to me in our home at 23rd and central.. making me cry all the time you bastard but the song isnt making me sad right now like it used to but is comforting bc it reminds me of a time when my life made complete sense and i knew exactly where i was supposed to be. these days tho everything is just so hectic. i feel like ive just been thrown into this completely different life when i wasnt ready to give up my old one.
last night was the first time that ive done shots up here with somebody other than salera and it really felt weird.. we were sitting in michelles dorm room and me michelle and marilyn were sitting in a circle and before each shot we would toast, something that my fellow SW's would do together. i know im corny but i did waht me and anne were so famous for at the shore... stepping back from the moment and jsut taking everything in. i looked around at these girls that ive only known for 3 weeks, grls that i would consider my best friends up at school besides the ppl i came here already knowing and i felt like i was forsaking my family by doing "kitchen shots" with another group of girls :( it just shows me what amazing friends i have if something as stupid as taking shots makes me think of them... i am having the time of my life up here but its just hard bc i wish everybody was here experiencing it with me. absence makes the heart grow fonder so thanksgiving break will be the best weekend of my entire life, beating memorial day w,e and we all know how incredible that was
after shots tho i took michelle marilyn dana and amy over ungers. i walked into this apartment that ive adopted as my safe haven at penn state and saw mike mccarthy, one of my favorite ppl in the entire world! i knew he was gonna be there but it didnt seem real until i was actually able to put my arms around him and give him the biggest hug ever! to add to my joy of being able to drink wiht him again, he told me he was going to be transferring to PSU.. music to my ears, michael! i really cant wait til you will be here with me.
sometime after this joyous reunion, matt carr kicked me and the friends out of the apartment for reasons that still seem hilarious to me. michelle and carr were real chummy at the fball game. apparently matt thought she was an awesome girl and for soome reason thought she was into him too but i told him at ungers that she had a bf. he seemed cool about it at first but like 15 min later he tells me that i have to leave and cant ever bring her over again since she lead him on bc she "flirted" wiiht him. the whole thing was just ridiculous.. so all us grls, krame and mccarthy just wandered around psu.. mccarth left without shoes and this is a major reason why i lvoe the kid. overall the w,e was very veryy fun and i did get my first college kiss :)
on a more depressing note however, my mom told me yesterday that she needs to get surgery oct 11.. a very scary thought for me! if nething happens to her i dont know what i would do wiht myself. i dont even want to think about it. the recovery from it takes 6 weeks so my visit home oct 15 wont be as joyous as i had originally planned but it will just feel good to be home!
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[Sep. 12th, 2004|06:25 pm] |
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if i didnt feel like complete crap right now from this disease that i caught, everything would be quite dandy. im watching the eagles, wishing that i was 30 min from the linc instead of the 4 hrs that i am but i finally have the room to myself bc horse girl(roommate) has a meeting for the horse team. to illustrate the intense obsession she has with horses, i would like to explain her choice of decorations. not only are there photos of her riding horses covering the walls but zoomed in black/and white blown up pictures of different horse parts.. legs, eyes, you name it and she has it -- soo weird. to add to her weirdness, i have recently found Chicken Soup for the Horse Lover's Soul. i thought i was a strange girl but boy was i wrong.
last night was one of my funnest nights up here.. sorta reminded me of a night that i would have back at the shore but def wasnt as good since the list of the characters present was very different. it was penn states fball game last night, which they did lose but didnt bother me much since me and michelle got a 12 pack of natty light to split (so happy that i have not drank beast since ive arrived here) and there was plenty of pizza hut (stuffed crust and breadsticksticks) to go around! after the game was over it turned in to those famous nights at 23rd where lisas corny cds were put in rotation and sing along/dance parties began. it was like 8 of us girls from the floor plus our random 22yr old army man. who knows where the heck he came from but he was sooooo awesome!! he performed a mini nsync concert, performing all the dance moves to the songs. his being 22 really wrked in our favor bc he went for a second beer run for us later that night. it was like 12 and i didnt feel like going out but every1 was heading to some apartment in the legend. i didnt wanna waste the good buuzz i had going so i tagged along. had a few beers there and discovered kramie was a floor below me soo i went to snag him up. the topic of canoodling was brought up sicnce i introduced all the grls on the floor to it which is quite the fan fave among them. krame tried to talk shit on my canoodle skills to all my dormmates but luckily no1 was buying it.. i think he was just jealous that he gets no recognition of being a good canoodle so he had to try to bring me down. better luck next time kid! we headed back to the dorm shortly after and did late night drunken eat which was soo constant back in NWNJ. late night pizza is the best thing in the world.. dont know how the rest of the night went down but somehow we ended up drinking in the hall of the dorm w/out getting in trouble and we did see naked penis bc army man streaked thru the hall... had to go to bed after that incident
2day i layed in bed all day and actually did some reading for school. but im a lil upset wiht myself bc i gave in to the system and bought some clothes from abercrombie today.. im becoming an even bigger psu head than i ever wanted to be.
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[Sep. 11th, 2004|12:28 pm] |
well its saturday... got lots of reading to do for school but i say F' that shit.. its time for the live journal!
i am just starting my second battle with homesickeness.. michelle from across the hall had her boyfriend stay last night and he just left--- such a sad goodbye! ultimate tearfest.. it just makes me miss everyone soo much!! im counting the days til i get to be in philly again. 35 days baby!!
neway im going to have the morning after chat with ya'll right now. not my favorite night. i think its cause im getting a lil thing known as a cold. sore throat to the ultimate degree! my first true sickness away from my mommy merrrrr. i miss that lady very much! but back to the night.. sel made her way over to my parts and we went on an ultimate hunt for a shotglass but we couldnt find one so we just went to ungers apt. ryder and clancman were there and the kid i call PENN STATE and your boy pat wagner.. got a lil hefty he did. ash still cant do shots to save her life so she had to do the beer thing.. keg got kicked so i went with all the ryan girls to random places.. rugby house, someother place i couldnt tell ya. its just soo ridiculous here how there will be 1000 ppl all in the yards, on the porch, doing keg stands and bike cops ride by but do nothing.. you run into a party on every corner- it blows my mind how different it is from NWNJ. i got to talk to nolan last night hollaaaaaa . passed out at 2 tho so i couldnt meet up with him
anne: all our beer pong practice has paid off. i 4got to tell you but last w,e i was at an apart party and i did get the comment from this sophmore "wow you are good for a freshman". hope i make you proud !
psu fball game on tv 2ngiht so me and friends from across the hall are ordering pizza hut and drinking a few beers in the dorm .. call me a psuhead T i dare ya lol
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[Sep. 10th, 2004|01:50 pm] |
here is the long awaited first entry.. it took me long enough to figure out to work this damn thing known as live journal. first i must give a much needed thanks to the creator.. ms theresa murphy, i must say i am quite impressed with your work. i wish i could take credit for it myself. hope you are happy that i am finally writing.
well it is the second week of college which means third weekend.. cant believe how long it has been since ive seen all the precious faces that i know and love.. i truly miss you all- not a day goes by that i dont think of any of you and wish i was with with you! but if i cant be with you ppl i would like you to know that i am in good hands up at the psu bc ive met the most amazing girls here (once i become a more advanced lj head ill put some pics of them up here). but college? classes arent as bad as i thought they would be but then again they are just starting so knock on wood! i feel like im the only girl in the dorm who doesnt spend countless hours doing homework.. hope i dont fail the college life! but what may surprise you is that i havent been brother bear around here.. i go to the gym (i know it surprises me too) haha i did some total body wrkout class the other day.. it was like aeroic dancing-- veryy histerical. the rumor of mega hot boys is very true up here.. they arent in ne classes of mine but they are lurking on the walks to class.. all A.E. and A.F. guys ahhhhh sooo sexyy! ive also been good with the partying i tell ya. frats are cool but apt parties are much more to my liking-- we go to this kid jeremys apt all the time, the kids there are real cool! anne my fave roommate (jolie will never everrrrrrrr compare) i would like you to know that i took my ARHS school spirit all the way to happy valley and i am a true pennstateaholic. got a jersey and all girl.. Long Live the hawks haha.
i do have one bone to pick however with the female stoney salera.. i can not believe that the "incident" has been exposed to shorers everywhere! what an embarrassment.. wait til thanksgiving she wont know whats coming to her.
tis the weekend tho so im busy busy around here. i promise i will be quite the writer with some more in depth entries in the saga of lisa but now time for me to sign off.
HAPPPYYY HAPPPYYYY FRIDAYY! |
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[Aug. 30th, 2004|05:40 pm] |
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hi. My name is Lisa, otherwise known as brother bear. |
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